(it's all my fault)

[*SHELLY*]

I'm sorry I'm unfaithful

He's more than a man and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blue. The clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again, and to him I just can't be true.

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Miley opened her eyes and stared up at the ceiling. Her heart was pounding fast. She had just woken up from a nightmare. A nightmare where Jason found out about her dirty little secret and left her. She'd been having dreams like that daily since she saw Tamaki. It was just like back in Hollywood Academy days when she couldn't escape the nightmares involving Tamaki.

Miley snuggled closer to her husband, but didn't feel any comfort. All she could think about was Tamaki. The horror that went through her body when she woke up and realized she was in Tamaki's arms. When she realized the night before hadn't been a dream. In the moment it had felt alright. She wanted to do something unexpected. Being the little nice girl got boring. Too bad she went too far. Too bad she screwed everything up.

Miley sat up and sighed. She stood up and pulled on her thin silk robe. She walked over to the doors that led to the balcony and walked outside. She leaned against the edge of the balcony and looked up at the stars. The brunette rubbed her arms to warm her skin from the cool breeze.

Jason couldn't find out. He'd be destroyed. Miley knew if Jason did what she had done, she would be destroyed inside. She'd never be able to look at him without dying inside. She'd leave him. She'd have to. So how could she expect him not to do the same if he found out?

Miley knew Jason would hate her more if he found out from someone other than her. The thing was, since it'd been almost twenty years, there wasn't much chance of convincing him to stay even if she was the one to confess. Maybe if she had told him from the start. It was too late. Was it worth it to tell him? At least he'd respect her a little bit more than if he somehow found out another way.

The thing was, Miley did love Jason. She loved him with all her heart. She'd never lie to him, and the only time she'd been unfaithful had been that night. She needed Jason. She couldn't live without him. If he left her, she'd be destroyed like when Tamaki left her. Only this time, no one would be able to save her.

A tear fell down Miley's cheek. Her brown hair fell in her face, she she didn't move to brush it away. She hugged herself tighter and tightly squeezed her pain filled eyes shut.

Tag: KAYLIE
Song: Unfaithful - Rhianna
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[blockquote][size=1]He's more than a man and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blue. The clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again, and to him I just can't be true.
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[left][size=0][b]Tag:[/b] KAYLIE
[b]Song: [/b] Unfaithful - Rhianna
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